hehe yah im back in singapore. since last tuesday actually. but yeah just got the feeling to blog again and update. hehe :)

wells, the holidays in indo wasn't that exciting as i thought it would be rather than staying in sg.. but nvm. i got to meet those i missed most. anyways, 11 days in indo, this time really like quite along.. not like usual. maybe it's the pressure i got from my dad. :( argh. really can't stand it. but to think about it, i told myself, "what can i say? and what can i do?" he seemed to bee firm enough with his decision and nothing seems to be able to stop him. but the most difficult situation is only to leave my lovely brother alone again. hixhix. already missed joking with him, sharing stories with him. argh. =]

anyways, apart from all the craziness i got from my home, im actually happy to be back in indo again. didn't really had the chance to contact all my friends in indo. only those whom i really closed with. oh, so sorryy! okays. so i definately met trixie, ellen and angel. bump into melissa in the mall. bump into stella in the mall. bump into jenny in the mall. ah, who else? haha..

wells, i dyed my hair agaiiin. and it's brown this time. hihihi. wells, its not that dark, so yeah you can see the colour straight without having me to stand under the sun. hahaha. wells, i was shocked to see the result at first, and my dad was teasing me for having that colour.. but as time goes, i found that the colour wasn't that bad actually. haha. i wonder why, ellen and i went to dye our hair together, our colour difference is only 0.1, she took 14.5 and i took 14.4, but the difference was quite "WAH" hahaha. her colour was not as bright as mine. huh. but nvm, i like the colour. and i cut my haiiiir twice!! *sigh* first, went to plaza indonesia and don't know why i just couldn't stand my messy hairr, so forced ellen to accompany me to cut my hair at rudi hadisuwarno. gosh. that stylist really made me look wierd :( was teased the whole day by ellen that i looked like aunty. sighhh. so yeahhh. the following day, went to rudi hadisuwarno salon agaiiiiiiiin, but this time in gading. had my hair cut until it become so thinnnn and not so short la. still can tie up nicely. hahaa. it becomes very nice. it was really a waste of moneey kays! the salon in PI was damn damn expensive. the price was twice as in gading's one. :(

wells, i feel sometimes indo can be really anoyying with all these fasting period. *no offence* okays, there are clubs which close for the whole one month, i figure, will it be fair? even karaoke places are close for the first few days of fasting. hmm.. wierd. i just realised this as last saturdayyy, angel's bf wanted to karaoke. so yeah since angel and her bf was the one to send me home, so yeah decided to follow them to karaoke for a while. called almost all the known karaoke place and they're all closed. even those in hotels. i wonder and i wonder.. so we decided to go to pluit where usually there are alot of these kind of places, but again, everything closed. ahahah.

the happiest time in indo was only when im with my friends and brother. i don't know whyyy. why all these are happening now? it's all too fast. i cried my whole heart out to trix when i was staying over at her place. it's really stressing me out. felt so lonely.. felt so unwanted.. felt wierd. wells, i may not be able to go to the class chalet in december as the dates clashed with something "unimportant" in indo. wells, talk about it later maybe.there are still 3 months away.. anything can happened within that period of time.. *crossfinger* hopefully, everything gonna turn out just fine. :)

okays, shall stop here. and i'll update again with the pictures kay!!
c ya guysss!
muach